Hi! I just woke up from my beauty sleep =) I was dead tired from the practice we had in school. We're going to dance in IFSAM and I'm hoping that we'll get a really nice performance.
Last Thursday was Karl and Uvelle's birthday party. Uvelle's birthday was the 20th but she celebrated together with Karl para bawas expenses! Hehe! Anyway, happy birthday to everybody who will be spending their birthday this month! And that includes you Ate Roxanne! Advance happy birthday and many more birthdays to come!
Anyway, I still have lots of stuff to do.. We have our project in Math which I haven't started yet, Physics homework and not to mention our story telling in English. I'll be narrating it on Saturday and I didn't even start memorizing yet! Wish me luck then.
I suck in blogging huh? Okay, I'll be doing my Math project now. Au revoir!
Finally I had the chance to walk home with my friends without worrying about my sister. That's because my sister went home directly with her friends because they wanted to stay over. I walked with Roy, Jeb and Darren and we had a great time talking, joking around and just reminiscing about the good old days. I miss the days last year when I used to walk with the guys (I used to be one of the boys.. Hard to imagine eh?), have fun, get to their soft side and just talk and talk and talk. Boys can share a pretty good conversation too you know.
Anyway, as we were walking, I can't help and just be curious about this particular poster posted in Najda Street. It's a poster with a black background with huge, white fonts saying, "Forget London". I don't know what they're trying to prove in that poster. I thought the Middle East countries banned Danish products, not London. If you're thinking why Danish products are banned, it's because someone (I don't know who) from Denmark made fun of the Muslim people. Am I right or did I get it wrong? Basta the Muslim people and their beliefs were criticized.. End of story. I just don't get what the "Forget London" posters are for! Is it some kind of advertisement?! Someone tell me! I'm soo curious.
Ahh.. My body aches from dancing. I didn't even practice that much.. I didn't even get some of the steps yet but I don't know, I get tired easily.. I'm not used to sweating around and making myself tired. Haha lazy, lazy. Anyway the dance I'm talking about is for IFSAAM (I hear its a double "A" now because it's both athletic and academic. Totoo ba yun?). The three schools are going to perform and we're bound to get a good performance now unlike the past few years! So yeah, we're really trying our best to come up with a nice dance so we won't be embarrased again.. And again. Whoa talk about being humiliated!
I don't like this day. Everything was doing great but then suddenly, POOF! Out of nowhere, a new problem has again arosen to disturb me. I mean, this person has been okay with me for the past few days and now I don't know what I did wrong to make him feel this way about me. I didn't do anything, I was just trying to be honest and I didn't mean to hurt his or anybody's feelings. I just don't know why it has always to be my fault. I don't want to feel guilty anymore. I guess I really have to get along with my life and just forget about this person. It was hard for me to move on but I'm glad that I finally did. I admit there were times I wanted to be around him so bad and just ask him how is he doing and what has he been doing for the past few weeks. I don't mean to interrupt him, I just want to know how he feels after what we've been through. In short, I still care. But now I feel that there really isn't any more hope for us to be the good friends we used to be. I know someday everything will be okay, but it will really take time. I just have to wait for that time when we'll be okay with each other, not have hard feelings about what happened in the past and do what friends normally do. It pretty much sucks to be in the position where I am now because you feel something bad about someone when you don't want to. Deep inside I want to be with this person and I know he wants to be around me too. I just don't know until when do we have to play this silly game. But what am I to do? That's life. You got to accept the consequences because out of these you will be a better and stronger person.
This is going to be one lonely Valentines'.. Haa.. ='c
Enough with the drama. Okay change topic.
Someone very special in my life is going to celebrate his birthday tomorrow! He's my dearest and bestest friend. The friend who is always there for me when I needed someone to talk to, someone who would always be there when I feel bored and just come over to our house, someone who gives the best advices when it comes to love problems, someone who would put a smile in my face when everything seems so dark, and the friend who would always lend a shoulder for you to cry on. Yes, I'm talking about you Darren! Happy happy sweet 16th birthday and many more birthdays to come! Anong oras at saan ang handaan? Haha.. Kidding. Love you lots! <3
Wahaha! I can't believe I passed my entrance exam in St. Paul. I had a really hard time with the exam because there were lots and lots of questions given for you to answer at a small amount of time. Plus, students who were to pick the nursing course were given a special exam. I remember we have to study a paper about the parts of the eyes and its functions for 5 minutes. Pero okay lang! Nakaraos din! Wahaha.. At least I passed my entrance exams in St. Paul and FEU. I failed my first choice (nursing) but passed my 2nd choice (pharmacy) in UST. I'm still in the waiting list but I'm really not interested in taking up pharmacy. But at least I passed! YAY! =) <- My face looks so much like this right now!
I'll blog later! Au revoir!
